
ok.i'm back.cos...eve didn't go back up as planned.most things don't anyway.ends at 1am...pretty ok for me.then...delayed to 2am...then 3am...then 4.30am...then now.5.30am.thank goodness for TV.watched the repeat of life as we know it...was 2 eps back to back...and i didn't know.phew.anyway,i missed the first ep that aired cos i had to take a crap. she has a short tongue i guess.cos she talks kinda werid.but!!! i love her for that.it's so damn cute can.and her hair! *points up* i love that hairstyle.let me find a girlfriend with that hairstyle.similar to chole's (the smallville girl...allison mack,i think i spelt her first name wrongly.) hairstyle in the first 2 seasons.haha.i don't ike overly long hair.shoulder length + a lil more is best.plus the short hair they have aren't like the ones the disgusting horrid make-you-wanna-puke booches have.eeeurrgh.and she has a hot body too.slim.i likeee...almost like mischa barton,only much better.and with such a cute voice. last few posts are about chicks.lol.but would you rather it be about guys? i'm not gay....so.nah.guys can't look at guys and go 'he's cute' or soemthing like girls can to another girl.prolly a gay guy would.maybe thats why so many fraking disgusting booches are around.act and dress like a guy.they can go 'i wanna date that girl' or sleep with her or kiss her or wadever.imagine a guy saying 'i wanna kiss that guy'.you'll get everyguy he knows moving away from him and going 'whoa...you gay?' but girls.nooo...and abt the booches...if that booch actually dresses like a girl.reactions will be different.cos. *points down* lesbians > booches nuff said.lol...i'm gona go play generals.wait.i uninstalled it.crap. *clicks on gunbound instead* and... *poof* -jF
anyway.on the show,they had this guest star.Natasha Melnick.she's hot! lol. heres a piccy.
No longer waiting, remove illusions
No more complaining, forget confusion
No more compassion, not sentimental
I am now something experimental.
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i'm looking for the russian version of "Not Gonna Get Us" by tatu.anyone has it?
was listening to it on my ipod.a lot of old songs.and i can't delete.or add in songs.it has teh russian version.so i looked for it on ares + a bunch of other tatu songs.accidently downloaded a video of all about us instead of the song.watched it.and damn censors sliced a part out.a part where the guy get's his brains blown to pieces by lena.BOOM.head shot.haha.i was like...whoa...very shiny!
(shiny is a slang for cool or nice in the show firefly.i guess i picked it up together with 'gorram' which is a subsitute for god-damn.hehe.different from others i guess.rawr!)
stupid MCS also screwed the timing.OC was 12am....den 12.30am...jus now...11.45am.gorram it.i missed the first 10mins.AGHHH.
*takes a 800mm autocannon with phased plasma ammo and blows up MCS.*
and check out a few one-liners i have heard or seen
-why can time fly so fast when it has no wings?
-love is in the air.but i'm on the ground.
-i wished my grass was emo so they will cut themselves (this i came up with can! inspiration by cheryll's shirt.haha)
-Bacteria are the only culture some people have.(i do know a few)
-I'm not a complete idiot,some parts are missing
-I bet i can quit gambling.
- Ambition is an excuse for not having enough sense to be lazy.
-History does not repeat itself.Historians merely repeat each other.
-2 things in the universe is infinite.Numbers and human stupidity.i'm not sure about the humans though.
-Eat well,Live well.You'll die anyway.
-Perfect health is the slowest way you can die.
-Hate mornings?wake in teh afternoon then.(i do that.lol)
-The only way to remedy temptation is to yield to it.
-Answer to sex...i always mroe sex.
-Air and sex are similar,cos it ain't no biggie till u ain't getting any.
-Science had proof with any certainty.Creationists have certainty without any proof.
-If everything is coming your way.You are in the wrong lane.
-The person who laughs last didn;t get the joke.or is 'wols'
-I used to be indecisive...but now i'm not too sure.
-Atheism is a non-prophet organisation.
- When there's a will....there's a inheritance tax.
-A man without religion is like a fish without a bicycle.
-All that glitters just has a high refractive index (came up with this during physics lesson.lol)
ok.fingers are tired.haha.these are the ones i remember off the top of my head.some are mien own creations,some are not,or from friends in the onlien community and in life.
ok...eve is back up after the patch.
bye!!!
-jF
The day you left me,
By the cherry tree.
My memories flew away.
And my heart just sank.
Baby,i just wanna be with you,
By the cherry tree.
Lying down beside you,
in your arms...
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AGHHH.woke up today.and.i realised i broke my nail.gorram it.was my left hand...middle finger.well.as least someone won't complain anymore that it's too sharp.tho my index finger is still long.haha.i would taken a pic.if it was clear enough.but i didn't.at least it's not as disgusting as jelynn's bleeding toe...zzzzz.
oh yea.by the cheery tree.almost completed it.chorus is up there.might post the whole song when i finish it.yea yea.i write songs sometimes.have about a dozen or so.not all are finished tho.lol.
yay.my blogs are getting shorter and shorter.ok.time for bed.
-jF
*poof*
I'm a leaf on the wind,
Watch how i soar~~~
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Linda.
Linda Liao.
wahahaha.she's hot.well.i knew her from MTV's fresh.then the chn5 show starring her and utt.and she jus hosted that taiwan show "i guess i guess i guess guess guess" gotta be said in chinese tho.haha.was on chn U.every friday on chn U,but i watching smallville.so i catch the repeat on sundays.which is jus now...this week was much better.bikini babes.last few weeks were on guys one.teh previous one.has guys who are very very 'girl-ish' one actually looked attarctive.i felt so gay when i said that,cos i knew it was a guy.but.he jus looks like a flat chested girl can! anyway.of the 5 girls.one had 34D ! and she's pretty small sized.like.only 46kg.and 163 ler! but nvm.i prefered the second girl.she's slim.my mum thinks she's too skinny.hmm.maybe i jus like slim chicks.mischa barton is one.and i like her.jennifer love hewitt too.scarlett johansson.morena barcarrain.fiona xie too.felicia chin.i can't leave out the local girls can i?my ex(es) were pretty slim too.and come in bite-sized pieces(i mean like,short).
then again.quite a bit of s'pore girls ain't very attractive.those who know me.know my 'beautiful' standards are pretty gorram high.looking at beauty pageants and stuff.or singers.mainly celebs.they are supposed to look good.so.beauty pageants = no black peeps please.african-americans.or jus africans.they usually won't make imo.might sound racist.but i just don't find them attractive.same for malay girls in singapore.and china girls.maybe like....1 in a 100 might be attarctive to me? afterall.beauty is in the eye of the beholder.or beer-holder if you're drunk.
but.i have double standards...cos when i'm looking for a girlfriend...i'm much much less stringent.haha.cos i'm not THAT nice myself.lol.
ahh.almost 2am already.gonna scoot now.corp hunting gang to kill people in eve at 1800 eve time.which is 2am.so.continue my beauty talk next time.lol
cheers
-jF
*hops into his crow and starts to create havoc.and killing people!*
I wanna know the structure of your heart,
Why do you do tear my broken soul apart?
Is it a dream,or my reality?
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the week.slacking pretty much,no plans at all.jus stayed home most of the time.didn't even go out.it's gona be short.i'm lazy to type too much.heh.
monday.came home from school.she called.asked to go out,but.in the end cancelled on me.again.zzzzz....
tuesday.slept at home.woke up later than i wanted.so at night finished up my wrtoral,by the time i was done,i gotta wake in like 2 hours.so jus didn't sleep.and i took that long cos' i was playing eve while doing my powerpoint slides too.lol.
wens.thurs.same thing...go school,come back,play eve...
friday.had to go to school so early...zzz...9am.took the listening test.ate breakfast with lionel and mel at 800+.then went home.slept the whole afternoon.1pm+ to 7pm.woke up took a bath,and watched smallville.haha.
thats my week.boring.zzzzz...for now school's ended.nxt week is study week.friday maths exam.thurs meeting her,jen,lionel,bel,mel...and duno who else.class chalet is cfm already,18,19,20 oct i think.duno i rmb correctly or not.
and fad says i have bad english.lol.singlish maybe,but not bad eh?much better than people typing the act cute talk,girls are marginally forgivable.but guys! my goodness.at least i type in english.
"tissh iish thee wayies we talkks norrsh." or wadever.i duno how to type like that.must find an example...or even worse.1337 speak.
my mouse left click's button is messing with me again.well,at least i got the touchpad's left click.damn wireless mouse.need to get a good wired one,that won't fail.
one of the days.can;t rmb which day.but my sis's friends came to do a project.3 girls.one is hot.but gorram it.too young ler.sec 1 only.and her name is nicole.why do all the nicole's i know are hot girls?already counting like...4 already.have not met a nicole who ain't hot.or attractive.or beautiful.
well,nuff said.gona go figure out the html code for making the font smaller.find it too big now.
cheers.
-jF
new URL.yea.it's the name of the ship from firefly.found the name very beautiful.ship herself ain't much of a beauty.but she takes cares of the crew.hehe.
i know i'm not what you might have used to date.
i know i'm not quite a lot of things.
but know this.
i'll never want to leave you.
i'll never want to hurt you.
and that i'll always be loving you...
-jF
weee!!! it's 12.34 am right now.lets see how long it'll take me to type.while i'm eating....watching tv...and surfing the web + my corporation's forum... where to start?
ok.so.there ain't much happening.had a lab test on tuesday...so can't join the guys for the NDP fair,but i twas already cancelled cos someone said silva won't let us in or something,in the end the alumni also got in...zzz... i pretty much screwed up that lab test.i messed up the K-map...and my circuit diagram and patched up circuit was all wrong,15mins left,asked YY for the answer...tho minus 4 marks...zzz...patched the new circuit up.not working totally.den.i smacked myself on the head.i put the 7404 and 7432 ICs wrongly.T_T still.was not working perfectly...2 or 3 of the outputs were screwed up.hell i don't care.i got full marks for teh first lab test.rawr!
then.dfund...skipped it.bunch of us went to the student lounge.i played pool for the very first time.took me long enough.and obviously...i lost.haha.went to design to eat.western again! yay.lol...i love the western at design. after that.ept...and went home.
on wens.met up with ben,then together with the rest of the ST fourmers for lunch at rice table at the international building at orchard...food was extremely delicious,though some was spicy,but i still liked it.hehe.was mostly indo/muslim food...which i rarely eat.so,it was good.after lunch went to far east plaza to look for the new BSG titanium models...didn't find any Viper mk7s,only the raptor and colonial one.garak,cavey,darkman and me decided to go to somewhere in chinatown where garak knew a shopping center full of model/toy shops.so went.rest stayed behind at far east.and after browsing the many shops there...still no viper mk7s.then.we hit jackpot.3 viper mk7s at ard 50% off.tho unpackaged,i bought it.haha.loved it too much.heres a piccy.took it with my laptop's webcam,so it ain't very clear.
yea.there's it.it's die-cast...so blu-tack it own the wall with my other mini models...ain;t such a good idea.jus left it beside my laptop on the table.haha.loaned the firefly dvd.and serenity dvd also.yay.met kai ling after i reached tamp...jsu walked around and then she gotta go back...zzzz...both of us was supposed to go durian there watch fireworks,but her parents called her back...zzzz....pangseh me.den i went home and watched firefly.
thursday.maths and ckt kinda a waste of time...and later on the ckt lab,oso ntohing to do.so went home.watched more firefly!friday.same thing.lol.more firefly! and watched the movie too.serenity.loved it.then went thru all the extras stuff...and outtakes! lmao.those had me laughing so hard.one part.mal and inara(the character's name),had a scene,mal sad the wrong line...inara went : "I...I....err...you fucked up!"
another scene,where someone attacked a settlement,and killed everyone there,mal came and told the crew this,not word for word,but roughly the same.
Mal : get those bodies together,zoe and simon,take the bodies and rope them together.i want them laid out on teh nose of the ship.Kaylee,u find the kid taking a dirt nap with baby jesus,we need a hood ornament.and jayne,try not too steal too much of their shit.
anyway,there are more,but i'm obviously not gona put them all here.but still.they are always funny!can't change it.
and this happened in eve.the guy,bug said he was gona join the MGRL aka Minmatar Gay Rights League.and then some chatter...and this.
[17:00:59] Lucas Avidius > /emote slams a book of technicalities 5000 pages long down on ford
[17:01:19] Ford Chicago > /emote was recently innoculated against heavy books and is thus immune
[17:01:38] Lucas Avidius > /emote converts it to CD-ROM format and crams it up fords ass
[17:01:51] Ford Chicago > /emote screeches
[17:01:59] Lucas Avidius > oh god he liked it
[17:02:02] Ford Chicago > hey, bug's the one that likes that, not me
[17:02:36] BugxEarl > no i only like organic
[17:02:57] BugxEarl > none of those low-end synthetic bullcrap plz
hehe.anyway.the freaking world is being over-run by god-beliving-loving christians.too many of them around.get some afgan muslims to come bomb CHC please.big boom.20K christians dead.less of those religious fanatics.and i'll jus smile about it.lol.i sound kinda anti-christ.but being a atheist...i sorta am eh?if they think god exists...what if one day.i use technology to give my powers to manipluate space-time,gravity,matter,all 11 dimensions?? i can make someone disappear.i can turn rock in diamond.i can cause u pain.i can make no one hear of see or feel you.i can move the sky and stars.destroy civilisations with one wave of my hand.build a city that is indestructable.make a simple animal sentient.am i god then?even without all those omnipotent powers,say just only advanced physics and craft capable of space flight and FTL,i can make a pre-industrial civilisation revere me as a god.why not? haha.
ok.that was a rant.gona go continue to play eve now.
and it's...2.25am.lol...i cooked soup...ate garlic bread...made french fries...and breaded chicken strips...refitted my brutix.and named all my ships that were jus fitted ; Saffron,Serenity,Inara,Summer,Kaylee,Samantha,River,Tien Tien,Wind Talker,Move-O-Matic.and yes.most of the ships i have in D4R-H7 are named after girls.one of many reason why the ships are named after girls is given by one of my corpmate "considering how much time we spend in girls and our ships,why not name the ships after girls? afterall,ships ain't called a She for nothing." so true.haha.
ok.cheers peeps.
-jF
i think i got influenced by fad.always blogging.almost everyday.lol~
woke up jus on time.phew~ went to school came back.nothing interesting.but.i see so many freaking ipods! i hate that.AGHHH.i want it back to a few years ago when i was the only one in duno how many peeps having an ipod! with teh signature white earphones.NOW! ipod nano,ipod shuffle,ipod mini,ipod video.the nano and shuffle became so cheap that everyone can jus buy one.in my class alone...already 2 people has the nano.hell.when i first got my ipod.i was the only person the JYSS who had an ipod! even the teachers don't have one.and i remember how rachel and some other people in 2e2 went crazy over my ipod when i brought it to school to listen during my MT lesson....haha.nowi turn left i see ipod.turn right see ipod.it's not even 'special' anymore.it used to be some people who had teh ipod and all the stars in hollywood or something.i had the ipod when people are still listening the the old discman!friends i know with an MP3 player then i can count on my hands.but now my ipod is pretty screwed up anyway.the right earphone has a problem...dropped it pretty hard against soemthing...and fraked up the sound generating thingy's in the earphone.left side.wire is exposed.ipod itself.more scratches than on a cat's toy.or dog.whatever.and my laptop has no firewire port.then...the don;t even have itunes...or the USB adapter.it was the second generation of ipods sold by apple,but first to launch in singapore.
still.i want a ipod nano.xD svaing for one....unless my old 10gb one can be repaired...
anotehr interesting thing.i read an article...on guys playing female characters on MMORPGs.i'm one of them....but at leats that female character in eve ain't my main one.jus 1 hauling alt...and a gate spy alt.
here's it if anyone wants to read it,pretty interesting.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20060728/wr_nm/column_pluggedin_dc
and one of many reason's why....guys prefer to look at the butt of a hot female avatar than a male one.thank goodness in eve we see faces and ships.sci-fi > fantasy YAR!!!
ok...think i'll go back to killing people in eve now.
cheers!
-jF
i'm watching tv again.while blogging.hehe.gives me something to do while they run the commericals..
so,on wen's...mel,cheryl(his gf) lionel and me went to TM...i was jus gona go get my EZ-link topped up,but got dragged along to help lionel to choose a laptop for him...mel and cheryl tagged along also...heh.at least i ain't the only lightblub there.mel and lionel kept saying i'm gay.cos me and cheryl was talking about our nails~ lol.manicures!at home.no need to pay too.plus it'll look damn strange for a guy to have a manicure.whats more it's in TM,too many peeps i know around.haha.
went home jus in time to catch the repeat of CSI: NY....some chick got killed...and she has phone sex with guys.that don't know her name,how she looked like or where'd she lived.went out to bang a guy,after she was done,some guy called DJ pratt,a serial rapist,raped and killed her.but hell so many guys she's hooked on jus the phone...jus one voice...guess guys like simple and uncomplicated affairs.heh.ate pizza for dinner! yay.the new cheesy bites are real tasty~~~ mhmmm....!slept early on wens....12am and i went to bed.shud have went to bed an hour later.cos at 12.55am....she called ME!!!! AGHHHH~~~~!!!! *smacks head against wall* and i slept thru the rining of my phone...usually i'll wake.but why didn't i??? T_T so sad ler...
so.
took this quiz thingy on tickle.com today....and this is wad i got.
Looking For Long-Term Love
Pass the bouquet of roses and the book of Shakespeare's sonnets — you're head over heels in love! You're on the road to finding your soul mate; folks who merely get your nether regions in a tizzy need not apply. Physical passion has its place, of course, and you wouldn't want to go without it. But you go into relationships with one goal in mind: true love. And, from the looks of your answers, you seem to have found the deep connection you're looking for.It sounds like your sweetie could be "the one" (or, if not, at least one of "the ones"). The two of you share a lot more than "Wham, bam, thank you, Ma'am" — which means you just might have a future together. As long as you've got a little lust mixed in with the love (c'mon, it is nice to feel that flutter when your honey is near, isn't it?), that's great news. Congratulations, and don't forget to send us a wedding invitation.
was kinda unexpected...haha.and today i woke up late again.i did wake at several times cos i set my alarm clock 2 hours eariler than i usually wake up...so i can make lunch.but i did't,jsu kept hitting the snooze button.until...12.30pm.15mins late...not that bad.got to the LT at 1.10pm...lecturer jus started...phew~maths still suck.CKT getting easier.and i wanna sleep more.zzzzz,but i'm up now...slept for quite a bit lats night...hehe and later gona watch supernatural....cos i watched LOST on chn 5 at 10pm....gah.stupid timeslots jus had to clash
and rachel seem's too be missing in action...no activity on her blog either...xD
plus i'm done!
byes!
-jF
it's 2am++ in the morning...almost 3 i guess?watching the repeat 'Life as we know it' while i'm typing...and it's been quiz after quiz...at least our dfund quiz was not this week...but had CKT,EPT and tml...or later willbe the maths quiz.the big bomb.agh.dfund was ok ok...didn't study...jus went in blind and guns blazing.CKT...i tried.but yea.mind was on something else.maths...today study for much longer than i expected...wanted to do he wrtoral presentation today,but ending up doings maths and more maths.didn't do wrtoral.still.she was there.ok.not really making sense.more 'bout that later.
went to school,dfund lab...did the JK flip flop...and did it wrongly.jus one wire.aghhhh...made me re-do the freaking circuit 3 times! 3 fraking times!!! have a lab test next week.sadly...in the first shift,so i have to go at normal time...but ends an hour early.anyway lab ended eraly still,meet with S to get the MS office cd from her,no word or ppt or excel on the laptop when i bought it.haha.then the dfund lecture...pretty boring.number coversions were real easy! was not paying much attention...jus thinking.then lunch with mel,lionel and zhi xian.at design canteen....and my goodness.that zhi xian jus keep staring at the girls.plus the fact is it's sooo bloody obvious.for goodness if u wanna stare at hot girls.look without looking! use the 'side' look...pupils staring straight but your' looking sideways...haha.best with sunglasses.then u can look everywhere.well.almost.ate western again for lunch.hehe.only thing i like there.EPT after lunch.did the quiz.did the project 'test' and doen with it.fast and quick.
went to meet mel with his gf at business there...waited for tien,branddon and brendon(their names sound so similar.gah)...slacked at business concourse lvl there....while we wait for dear old jen.but decided to go to the library first...got into a project room.yea.and i was at the other end of the table from her.but damn.they had to make me sit besdie her.not that idon't want it....but hell,it felt so werid can? agh.at leats it's better than having zhi xian sitting beside her.haha.after the libaray closed....me tien jan and bran went to eat dinner near 800+...beside the KFC there.went to mac after that.study summore.and bran made me sit on the same table as tien....but i jus sat opposite her.didn't dare to sit beside her.AGH! *smacks head* stupid stupid stupid.went home earlier than them...wanted to watch the OC and plus i've already finished with all the maths stuff.hell,it didn't stay in my head long anyway.walked home then.missed the first 10misn of the OC....but watched it.and revised my maths and now here.blogging.heh.and watching tv!
ok.her.tien.on friday night.saw her nick....'whole mind is about him...every second was thinking about HIM.' and my heart jus sank like the titanic...cos i knew it was not me.my midn was jus dreaming about that one lil chance that it MIGHT be me.how naive.asked her about it.and yea...confirmed.was some other guy from her class.she asked me if i liked her...i at first didn;t say anything....but in the end...she knew.hell was trying to study CKT afterwards.nothing went in.she's jus been running round and round my head!!!AGHHHH.then next day saw her at business...when i went to buy the food...saw her walk in.avoided her eyes.she saw me...but didn't say anything...i didn't either.damn it.she had her arms around another guy!!! what was i supposed to say??? damn...i was really jealous...that image of her holding another guy's arm.it hurt.was heartreaking.but she did walk past my table few times...i knew she was there she looked my direction a few times.but i didn't look...she said it wont be any different,things will still be the same...how can that be? she knew i liked her.it's gotta be hella awkward.even today.it was so werid k....before she knew.we taked happily...was fun...now i hardly talked to her.not even eye contact.damn it.agh....hardly talked during the time in the library.even after that.i hate this!!!i shud never have told her....or say i didn't.now i feel like jus getting over her.but i wanna be with her.self conflict.gah.even asking her out was hard.always so busy and stuff.with other grils,was easy...pick a day time.and went out....had fun and sometimes ended up in a relationship.but with her it's not the same.i'm jus so into her.her eyes....her smile...and that ashamatic-like laugh that she has.how she is always so cheerful all the time.feel so...cofused...and tired.when? when can i meet a girl who is into me as much as i m into her? with S yea.but thats over now.been over a year.never been single for so long before.i jus want a relationship that can last...is that so hard to ask? jus one girl.ONE.jus let me find my soulmate...
>.<
ranted enough.3.35 now.took a while to type.well i was watching tv also.
[rach...if u wanna know,ask , i'll say if you'll listen. =P ]
i hate this.
-jF